Really cool idea, I might try something like this. Although your level of insight is far beyond what I could manage, however my one biggest takeaway for year has to be 'if you don’t think you’re ready, do it anyway'
I was curious if you’d been reading Alan Watts from your ‘coincidence of opposites’ section (I now see you have), I read his book on the taboo against knowing who you are, I think you'd like it. I'm going to look into you're it
I'd like to understand how you see and apply sprezzatura, I thought something like 'create good art nonchalantly', but I don't know if that's it